Izzah

2012-01-04T20:59:00.003+08:00

ok even though its alr 4th jan i feel that i need to come up with new year resolutions if not i will end up scraping thru everything like i did in 2011, which is not good >:(

ok so here goessss:

STUDY-RELATED:

1. follow study timetable!!! stop slacking so much
2. always do homework even if the teacher wont collect or check (especially for math and chem).
3. put phone away when im studying so that i wont get distracted
4. i should try my best to pay attention during lectures/tutorials! stop daydreaming/talking/sleeping
5. its good if i can start doing my homework during breaks so that it wont pile up (this may not work cos i'll end up doing nothing during break...but i shall try my best hahaha)
6. ask for help from friends/teachers if dunno how to do something. DONT COPY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
7. START STUDYING FOR EXAMS EARLIER!!! DONT STUDY LAST MINUTE!!!!!!!!!(this is a must, must, must. i must start breaking out of this habit!!!)

ok i think this is sufficient enough to help me do well for my exams/a levels since i did most of the stuff above during my preparation for o levels and my results turn out to be quite satisfying :)

NON-STUDY RELATED:
1. i need to stop bullying my younger siblings (especially my sisters)
2. i really need to stop skipping prayers!! HOW DO YOU EXPECT GOD TO GRANT/FULFILL YOUR WISHES WHEN YOU DONT EVEN PRAY PROPERLY HUH HUH HUH???
3. dont be such a lazy pig! i should spend lesser time on sleeping. i sleep too much alr lol
4. stop skipping religious classes!!! i need to be more disciplined and not succumb to my own laziness haha
5. dont use the computer unneccessarily (only during weekends then can)
6. i should stop saying vulgarities when i get pissed. its a bad habit

haha ok thats all i cant think of anything else anymore.
hahaha i hopeeee i'll be able to do all these!

2012-01-04T20:33:00.002+08:00

this is now my youngest sister's new favourite song hahahahahh//
i cant believe this hindi song is sung by akon!
not baddddd

2011-12-05T06:13:00.002+08:00

Uss yesterday was awesomeeee!! :)
thanks to julene we got the tickets for free :D
haha we took the battlestar and the mummy ride so many times that we are not scared of them anymore lol.
And we took the battlestar in the rain as well!
We were so wet and dirty by the end of the day haha.
I'm so exhausted now.
My neck and feet and back are aching like mad.
Haha but I'm happy!!! :)

Off to malacca and kl and genting today!
Will be back in a week :)

2011-11-27T21:07:00.001+08:00

HAHAHAHA omg this is another funny one hahahahaha
the ang moh guy who kissed hirzi is so cute!!!

2011-11-27T20:24:00.001+08:00

HAHAHA omg this is so hilarious!
love the malay mat rep accent xD
'oprah siape siol?' hahahahhahhah

2011-11-25T21:00:00.000+08:00

The 18-year-old says stylists try to put her in mini-skirts and she has been deluged with offers to strip off in films, but vowed: “I’m not just getting my kit off for anyone.”

And despite having been romantically linked with notorious Razorlight frontman Johnny Borrell, she claims she would only date a close friend – never a celebrity.

Miss Watson currently filming the final installment of the Harry Potter series, believes less is more and that paparazzi would never catch her stumbling in the gutter “with my boobs out and a short skirt”.

She said: “I find this whole thing about being 18 and everyone expecting me to be this object… I find the whole concept of being ‘sexy’ embarrassing and confusing. If I do a photo-shoot people desperately want to change me – dye my hair blonder, pluck my eyebrows, give me a fringe.”

“Then there’s the choice of clothes. I know everyone wants a picture of me in a mini-skirt. But that’s not me. I feel uncomfortable. I’d never go out in a mini-skirt. It’s nothing to do with protecting the Hermione image. I wouldn’t do that.”

“Personally, I don’t actually think it’s even that sexy. What’s sexy about saying, ‘I’m here with my boobs out and a short skirt…have a look at everything I’ve got’? My idea of sexy is that less is more. The less you reveal the more people can wonder.”

- celebitchy.com

yes emma i so agree with you :)

2011-11-25T20:38:00.002+08:00

WHEN IS POTTERMORE GOING TO BE AVAILABLE TO EVERYONE?
ive been waiting for ages :(

2011-11-10T18:03:00.005+08:00

omg its so damn sad to watch the harry potter cast say goodbye...
i cried like mad, especially when emma watson cried :(

2011-11-05T06:11:00.000+08:00

Off to malaysia for four days.
Happy hari raya haji!! :)

2011-11-03T19:59:00.005+08:00

wth is wrong with me?
i just woke up from my afternoon nap screaming 'hair!hair!hair!'
my mother was like asking 'what are you talking about?'
and i was like 'hair lah..rambut..hair..you know..'
a few seconds later i realise that i was sleep talking, lol.
i think im going insane.

anw i just noticed that all my recent posts are related to my wonderful promo results.
stupid exams, thanks for making my life miserable.

2011-10-18T16:44:00.001+08:00

Yes yes yes I'm promoted to j2!!!!!!
Yayyyyyyyyy omg I'm so happy :)
I shall work hard for mcts and boost my self confidence!!
I don't want to do badly and feel dumb anymore :(

2011-10-17T12:22:00.003+08:00

Why is this happening to me? :(
I thought geog was my best subject.
But I was wrong.
I just passed god damn it $@/36&?:!'kx@"&$)!!!!!!!!
Like wthell.
I thought I can get a B for geog and improve from my jcts.
Walao I'm so pissed.....
I didn't improve from my jcts at all.
The only subjects with improvement are gp and chem.
The rest are horrible lah wtf.
I'm such a dumbass I can't stand it.

I need happy food :(

2011-10-10T11:48:00.001+08:00

I hate my class for being so fucking smart.
They make me feel like a fucking loser and a fucking dumbass.

2011-10-06T17:46:00.002+08:00

I have finally created tumblr!!
I wanted to have one since like ages ago but was too busy to create one haha.
But since promos are finally over(thank god), I have time to create my own tumblr account alr!
But I think I'll still update this blog once in a while :)

2011-10-03T16:09:00.001+08:00

Damn one more paper and I don't feel like studying anymore.
But I have to cos my bio paper was horrible and I don't want to fail the rest of the subjects :(

2011-09-27T21:11:00.002+08:00

Omg I'm so depressed I don't want to sit for promos
my brain is going to burst really soon and I'm very scared I cannot remember the stuff that I studied for especially BIOOOO
I'm sooo depressed omg I still haven't finish studying I feel like crying and screaming at the top of my lungs at the same time
why didn't I learn from my mistakes I know that studying last minute will be torture but I still do it why why whyyyy
I hate myself

2011-08-29T23:21:00.002+08:00

heheh the animation is so cute!
anw selamat hari raya everyone, maaf zahir dan batin :)
im sad that the fasting month is over, but at the same time excited for tomorrow!
cant wait to see all my cousins <3
and im happy too cos i managed to fast for the whole month, i didnt get my period at all!
haha so i dont have to pay back~

but this year raya is kinda sucky cos theres so much homework due on wednesday!
like what the hell.
stupid singapore so biased.
i dont remember us having any homework during chinese new year _|_
at times like these i really feel like migrating to malaysia haha lol.
they have one week holiday for raya lah, so awesome ^^

2011-08-08T23:43:00.002+08:00

feeling nostalgic at the moment :')
i loveee all these old ndp songs.
so much nicer than the recent ones haha

2011-08-07T00:52:00.001+08:00

HAHAHA THIS IS SO FUNNY
"ITS THE FUN PACK PACK, ATTACK THE FUN PACK!"

2011-07-31T18:16:00.003+08:00

my father had free movie tickets for HPDH part 2, so yeah, i watched it again yesterday!
it was so much nicer when i watched it for the second time round!
i had the chance to pay attention to the details and all that :D
hahah i feel like watching it over and over again!!
it was awesome, really :)
i think i found it slightly less appealing when i watched it the first time round cos i couldnt anticipate whats going to happen next heheh.
im definitely buying the dvd once its out!! :D

"why doesnt voldemort have a nose yet in the first movie he did?"
HAHAH YA THATS TRUE

2011-07-30T00:15:00.002+08:00

i will not let myself cause my heart so much misery

'God grant me the serenity to accept the things i cannot change, courage to change the things i can, and wisdom to know the difference'

O God, grant me the serenity to accept life the way it is, courage to change my life for the better, and determination to strive on no matter what happens.

oh im so sick of life; just sick of it (school life, that is)
i will be a million times happier without sch, i swear.
i thank god for my wonderful family and my close friends.
they are the only reason im still sane.

2011-07-25T17:31:00.003+08:00

I'm sooo tired omg.
I've been dozing off in sch a few times just now, feel so guilty now haha.
I don't even know why I'm so tired lah.
And there's so many things to do tonight
:( :( :(
my life is so sad.

2011-07-20T14:25:00.000+08:00

Fuck racist people. So much for racial harmony day.

2011-07-19T20:23:00.003+08:00

ok heres my facebook personality test results:

Your view on yourself:

You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:

You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:

You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.

The seriousness of your love:

You like to flirt and behave seductively. The opposite sex finds this very attractive, and that's why you'll always have admirers hanging off your arms. But how serious are you about choosing someone to be in a relationship with?

Your views on education

Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.

The right job for you:

You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

How do you view success:

You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.

What are you most afraid of:

You are afraid of having no one to rely on in times of trouble. You don't ever want to be unable to take care of yourself. Independence is important to you.

Who is your true self:

You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.

ok this quiz is so inaccurate.
thats why i posted it here, too embarrassed to put it up on fb hahaha.
most of it is not even true lah, especially the flirting part omg.
eh i dont flirt lah pls, im not so despo hahah.

oooh and im afraid of failure?
ya right.
i think its more of like im so prone to failing that it doesnt hurt as much anymore.

ok anw, tmrw's racial harmony day!
but i dont think im wearing anything :(
the people in tj are so not sporting!
i dont think any of my classmates are wearing.
and it will be damn paiseh if im the only one who wears hahah.
i'll see how it goes ;)

2011-07-19T20:04:00.002+08:00

WOW HE IS AMAZING.
he even looks like harry potter, except without the lightning scar hahaha.
where did he get all those stuff?!
i want it too!!

2011-07-17T19:19:00.001+08:00

HAHAHA MOLDYWARTS!
for a moment i thought it was their version of hogwarts XD

2011-07-16T23:00:00.004+08:00

okay i wasnt feeling emotional at the cinema just now but now i do :(

"Once upon a time there was a wonderful story called Harry Potter. The story was not thousands and thousands of hours long, it was not prejudice or demanding, nor boastful or self-righteous. In fact, it was a simple story. It was a tale of an orphaned boy who thought he was alone in the world, and destined to be so forever. He soon discovered that friendship, love and family were waiting for him at an odd little place called Hogwarts. His friends and his foes fought valiantly through seven years of school, discovering that weaknesses could be overcome and strength could be encouraged through a simple thing called love. Harry Potter thought he was alone in the world, if only he knew that millions of people, like myself, saw him as so much more than a character, but as a friend.
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And to the actors who sacrificed their “muggle” childhood to become wizards for real, I thank you with all of my heart. For me, the books and movies go hand in hand. That which isn’t shown in the books I assume happened just off camera, and that which is in the movies, occurred between the lines. Therefore, for me, when I read the books today, I see Dan, Rupert, Emma and all the rests’ faces as their respective characters. Dan, you could not have been a better Harry if you tried, and no one will ever be nearly as wonderful as you. Rupert, I could not thank you enough for being such a skilled and brilliant actor, allowing all of Ron to come out in your performance. And to Emma, I literally could not say enough words to explain how much I am forever in your debt. You brought to life my favourite character of all time, and no one but you could have done it with such grace, style, kindness and brilliance. No one could have cast a more perfect cast, they will always be the true wizards. I do not think it is possible to be more grateful to a person than I am to J.K Rowling, the entire crew and production team and the amazing actors.

But most of all, I’d like to thank the characters themselves, for teaching me the greatest lessons I’ve learnt so far in my 18 years of life. To Harry Potter, who taught me that luck pays no part in succeeding, but courage, loyalty and kindness will always win over evil. To Hermione Granger, my hero and inspiration, for teaching me that intelligence is a trait to be embraced and that wants of myself do not out way the needs of many. To Ronald Weasley, who showed me what fierce friendship and love truly looked like. To Neville Longbottom, who showed me that bravery sometimes may take its’ time in coming to us, but when it does, it can change the world. To Ginny Weasley, for being brave enough to fight not only for love, but for family and friendship. To Hagrid, for showing me that that which is odd to the eye, can be kind to the heart. To Luna Lovegood, for making quirks and unusual traits something to be embraced rather than feared. To Fred & George Weasley, for teaching me how to laugh, even at the saddest of times. Draco Malfoy for showing me that family will always be worth fighting for. To Albus Dumbledore, for never overlooking the good in all hearts. To Minerva McGonagall for standing up to evil for the sake of her students. And, to Severus Snape, for teaching me that love, even that which is unreturned, is the most powerful magic of all.

I will forever miss you, Harry Potter, but your story will forever beat in time with my heart.

- Thank you, Harry Potter (Facebook group)

awww im crying so hard right now :(

(suffering from post-harry potter depression)

2011-07-16T00:02:00.003+08:00

This week has been exhausting; my eyebags are getting larger and darker.
Damn tired omg, have been going home late every day.
And there's so many things to do this weekend!
I haven't even found any article for my eom yet, and it's due on Monday lol.
Haha whatever.
Looking forward to tmrw!
Watching hp 7 with the rest ^^
I'm happy cos finally I can have a break from sch work but so sad at the same time cos it's the last hp movie :(
More exhausting weeks to come; with pilot test, written report, spa, and other school nonsense.
Tell me about it :(

2011-07-10T22:20:00.002+08:00

Being in jc has turned me into a much more sensitive person, and I have no idea why.
I tend to cry more easily and more often these days.
I hate it when people say that I don't put in any effort into my studies.
I do, it's just that you can't expect me to do well every single time.
I hate it when people just stop me from doing something that I love; something that I enjoy doing.
The only thing that makes me happy right now is eating lots of chocolates and of course, my beloved harry potter <3
Those who dare say that it's boring or whatever shit shall die a tragic death, I swear.
Today's religious class was fun by the way.
It was the first time in months that I really laughed a lot.
The lack of laughter in my life right now is probably caused by too much of school I guess.
Being in school is like being in azkaban.
Sucks all the happiness from a place, those 'dementors'.

2011-07-05T21:19:00.002+08:00

HARRY POTTER CRAZE!!!

The Guys of Harry Potter Hotness Meter
By Yahoo! Special Project | Harry Potter Mania

By Maui R. Drilon
The Harry Potter film series finally wrapping up this July, and while we're a tad sad to bid adieu to the witches and wizards we grew to love, we're pretty grateful for all the eye candy they've given us the past 10 years. Yes, it's been a decade since the first film came out, and we've seen many of Harry Potter's male characters transition from squeaky-clean young children to ruggedly handsome young men (need some proof? Pop in your past Harry Potter DVDs and spot a rosy-cheeked Robert Pattinson battling a dragon). To celebrate Harry Potter and the Deathly Hallows Part 2 opening this July 14, we decided to give props to the guys of Harry Potter.
Neville Longbottom (played by Matthew Lewis) Over the past few years, we've seen nerds morph from totally-undatable to the "ultimate catch". Good thing Neville grew out of his pudgy stage just in time to savor it! Neville may have started out a klutzy coward, but he's changed into a brave little soldier who would stop at nothing to help Harry and the gang. It's also good to know that in order to play Neville, actor Matthew Lewis has to wear yellow and crooked teeth, shoes that are two sizes too big, and props behind his ears to make them bigger—so at least we know he doesn't look like that in real life.
Is super loyal, courageous, and confident = 90
Doesn't help with the stereotype that the English don't visit the dentist = -30
Hotness Score: 70
Draco Malfoy (played by Tom Felton) When Draco first graced the silver screen, we had "Home Alone" flashbacks: here was a cute, young blond boy who always seemed to get into trouble. Now he's grown into a tall, mean, Harry and Friends-hating machine, just waiting to show the Death Eaters what he's made of. (Or not) The resident leader of the "Mean Boys" club at Hogwarts, Draco is your run-of-the-mill brown-noser with the rich daddy who got him whatever he wanted.
Overconfident prickiness = -40
A bad boy with an overwhelming desire to just be accepted (much like a 2-month old puppy) = 90
Score: 50
Cedric Diggory (played by Robert Pattinson) Sure, Cedric only appeared in Harry Potter and the Goblet of Fire, but fans were already giddy to find out who was cast to play the famed "tall and extremely handsome Hufflepuff Seeker". Lo and behold, it was a young Robert Pattinson, rosy-cheeked and 10 times more refreshing than a tall drink of Edward Cullen. Cedric was the ideal campus crush: not only was he easy on the eyes, but he was extremely polite, played fair (he offered to replay a Quidditch match when he found out Harry fell off his broom because of dementors), and was generally nice to everyone.
Tall, handsome, and super nice = 100
Quick, uneventful death under the killing curse = -15
Score: 85
Ron Weasley (played by Rupert Grint) So Ron's a bit whiny, a tad slow, and he's deathly afraid of spiders. But how can we not love Harry's BFF, who finally got girls around the world to give redheads a chance? Ron's super devoted to his family, and would give anything up for his friends (especially Hermione). Sure, he's had his lapses in judgment, like the time he left Harry and Hermione to look for the Horcruxes on their own. But he's proven himself a loyal pal so many times, we'll forgive him. We love that we've seen him grow with the right balance of awkward and adorable—and that he'll finally get his lady love in the end!
Fierce loyalty to his family and friends = 100
The capacity to scream like a little girl = - 30
Score: 70
Harry Potter (played by Daniel Radcliffe) Do we even need to explain why? We've seen this guy transform from the round-faced, cute little boy that we wanted to bring home like a puppy from a pet store to a tall, chiseled young man with abs that we want to bring home like, um, a guy from the bar. Despite growing up with awful relatives, Harry turned into the loyal, brave, and loving guy we've all come to know and love.
So down-to-earth and humble despite all the ruckus people make about him = 100
Serious mommy/daddy/Sirius Black issues = -20
Score: 80

ahh im like in love with the harry potter series right now why must it end so fast?!?!

i think i fell in love a bit too late i guess hahahah

i dont want it to end so soon :(

2011-07-01T06:55:00.002+08:00

Yay I'm done watching the first two movies of Harry potter already!
I don't think I can finish reading all the books by the time deathly hallow part 2 comes out so I'm planning to watch all the movies so that I'll understand what's going on hahah.
Hope I can finish watching everything by Monday.
And I don't want Harry potter to end omg.
I've only started to love it last year and now it's ending alr :(

anw weee going universal studios today!
So excited :>
really hope it won't rain!

2011-06-30T12:51:00.002+08:00

I hate parkway!!
I walked around for half hour and I couldn't even find kfc and ATM machine.
Ass.
I'm not going there again, ever.
Today is such a sucky day.
Math was horrible.
I think I'll fail.
Life sucks big time.
Ps: it sucks to be the only muslim/malay in class too.
Should have gone poly sia

2011-06-28T19:57:00.002+08:00

Oh. My. God.
Chem was ykhfhjjkddjfsrjssfh.
It was horrible.
Sigh so screwed, confirm fail already.
Whatever lah.
I've made my decision.
I'm going to drop to h1 chem after jcts.
Haha I'm so not taking chem/science courses in uni, so might as well drop right?
I don't want to go thru all this misery.

2011-06-27T18:03:00.003+08:00

Yayyy gp and geog done, three more papers to go!!
Anw I just found out that if we fail 2 h2 subjects we will get suspended!
Oh god I don't want to get suspended.
Okay actl I don't mind cos we get to skip ccas but my parents will kill me:/
so yeah, I hope I'll do well!
I'm quiteeeee confident that I'll pass geog but I'm not exactly sure about gp.
But I really hope I will *prays to god*
okay my goal for jcts is to at least pass everything (: (including maths)

2011-06-25T22:05:00.003+08:00

Urgh, I hate school, really really hate school.
The thought of going back to sch on monday is just heartbreaking.
I don't have any sense of belonging to tj, sadly.
And I'm so sick of studying and doing stupid pw and looking at the same mugger faces every single day.
I feel so down and hopeless right now.
I feel so stupid, no one in my class failed math tests three times in a row.
Fuck lah (sorry I just had to say the f word this time)
I need someone to motivate me.
I need someone who feels exactly the same way as me; at least we can go cry our hearts out together.
I can't wait for graduation; I'll be more than happy to leave.
It's official, being in a jc sucks.

2011-06-22T12:11:00.002+08:00

Yay today's extraction was good.
I didn't even feel any pain, not like last week.
Gosh last week's was terrible.
My whole mouth was a bloody mess.
But not today (;

Kkkkkk back to studying.
I'm so screwed for chem and math I don't understand anything.
WHY DID I TAKE THE SCIENCE STREAM? Fml

2011-06-18T19:17:00.001+08:00

Katy Perry's Last Friday Night Music Video from Katy Perry

hahah loveee katy perry's last friday night mv!

2011-06-18T17:32:00.002+08:00

Damn, I don't have the mood to study anymore.
I can't wait for all these to end.
And no, I'm not talking about exams, I'm talking about jc life.
I can't wait for jc life to end omg I'm sick and tired of everything.
I'm sick of sch and all the muggers in it.
Why am I not feeling the same way as I did in cedar?
Even though the subjects that I took were just as hard, at least I look forward to go to sch back then.
But now I don't.
Tj is just different.
I'm so sorry to say this, but tj sucks, and the people in it sucks.
Sigh.
Sonya why didn't you force me to go mj last time?!
At least the people there care more about other stuff than mugging.
Ha ha.
Life sucks right now.
One and a half more years to go.
I can't wait.

2011-05-08T16:45:00.003+08:00

It doesn't matter if you love him or capital H-I-M
Just put your paws up
'Cause you were born this way, baby

My mama told me when I was young
We are all born superstars
She rolled my hair and put my lipstick on
In the glass of her boudoir

There's nothin' wrong with lovin' who you are
She said, 'cause He made you perfect, babe
So hold your head up, girl and you'll go far
Listen to me when I say

I'm beautiful in my way
'Cause God makes no mistakes
I'm on the right track, baby
I was born this way

Don't hide yourself in regret
Just love yourself and you're set
I'm on the right track, baby
I was born this way, born this way

Ooh, there ain't no other way, baby, I was born this way
Baby, I was born this way
Ooh, there ain't no other way, baby, I was born this way
I'm on the right track, baby, I was born this way

Don't be a drag, just be a queen
Don't be a drag, just be a queen
Don't be a drag, just be a queen
Don't be

Give yourself prudence and love your friends
Subway kid, rejoice of truth
In the religion of the insecure
I must be myself, respect my youth

A different lover is not a sin
Believe capital H-I-M
I love my life, I love this record and
Mi amore vole fe yah

I'm beautiful in my way,
'Cause God makes no mistakes
I'm on the right track, baby
I was born this way

Don't hide yourself in regret,
Just love yourself and you're set
I'm on the right track, baby
I was born this way

Ooh, there ain't no other way, baby, I was born this way
Baby, I was born this way
Ooh, there ain't no other way, baby, I was born this way
I'm on the right track, baby, I was born this way

Don't be drag, just be a queen
Whether you're broke or evergreen
You're black, white, beige, chola descent
You're Lebanese, you're orient

Whether life's disabilities
Left you outcast, bullied or teased
Rejoice and love yourself today
'Cause baby, you were born this way

No matter gay, straight or bi
Lesbian, transgendered life
I'm on the right track, baby
I was born to survive

No matter black, white or beige
Chola or orient made
I'm on the right track, baby
I was born to be brave

I'm beautiful in my way
'Cause God makes no mistakes
I'm on the right track, baby
I was born this way

Don't hide yourself in regret,
Just love yourself and you're set
I'm on the right track, baby
I was born this way, yeah

Ooh, there ain't no other way, baby, I was born this way
Baby, I was born this way
Ooh, there ain't no other way, baby, I was born this way
I'm on the right track, baby, I was born this way
I was born this way, hey
I was born this way, hey
I'm on the right track, baby, I was born this way, hey

I was born this way, hey
I was born this way, hey
I'm on the right track, baby, I was born this way, hey

Same DNA, but born this way

love this song, love the lyrics!

its so meaningful (:

but the music video is so creepy hahaha.

2011-05-01T00:08:00.000+08:00

hahahaha this is so cute & funny!!

2011-04-30T22:56:00.005+08:00

damn its going to be sunday alr and i still havent started on any work yet!
have been slacking since yesterday nyeahahah.

went to watch 'the roommate' with sonya after school yesterday!
omg it was damn creepy sia.
we were closing our eyes half the time, especially the toilet scene omg so scaryy.
and leighton meester looked like a ghost.
it was so nerve wrecking, plus we were sitting at the side somemore hahaha.
so much for avoiding horror movies.
the roommate was still as scary even though theres no ghost haha.
buuuut its worth watching!
definitely a must-watch!
yupz anw went home after that and managed to catch the last half an hour of the royal wedding!
kate middleton is such a beauty (:

so pretty!!

2011-04-24T23:19:00.002+08:00

I miss my mum so much :(
it's only been a few days since she's gone for umrah and I'm missing her like mad alr :(
mummy hurry come back, I need someone to talk to so badly :(
okay I sound like a kid but seriously, it's so depressing without your mum by your side.
I admit that my mum can be so annoying sometimes but whatever it is, I still love her (:

2011-04-16T20:11:00.002+08:00

I bet I've taken in lots of calories from all those wonderful curry and gravy and meat.
But whatever, I'm a happy kid now.
Food always makes me happy (:
People who go on diet(even when they are stick thin) are so stupid.
Haha they will never get to enjoy life to the fullest (;

2011-04-10T00:28:00.002+08:00

Had a wonderful night today (:

Went back to cedar for aether's campfire.
It was really nice getting to cheer again after so long, and even though it was raining, the weather did not dampen our spirits!
Got to meet Nike again too!
Had loads of fun piggyback-ing and laughing at one another hahahah.
It's been a looooong time since I last laughed that much :D
I may sound like a deprived kid but seriously, there's nothing much to laugh about in school.
Basically, school just sucks oh god I can't wait for jc life to end i'm dying alr :(

yup anw just to let you people out there know that nike's the greatest bunch of people that I have ever met and will always be my best friends. No matter what happens, they will always have a place in my heart <3

2011-04-09T07:06:00.003+08:00

OMG SHE LOOKS EXACTLY LIKE JUSTIN BIEBER.
and she can sing ten times better too!!
not that i hate bieber, i like his songs.
just that dani shay sings better i guess hahaha.

....okay back to PI :(

2011-03-31T19:17:00.002+08:00

Why are all bio teachers so horrible.
Stupid bitch I'll make sure I finish all the questions for practical next week so that I don't have to waste my precious time going for stupid bio prac remedial.
AND stop picking on me thank you very much.

Ps: I'm not the only one in the class who hates her fyi.

Stupid sia. Spoil my day.

2011-03-30T20:37:00.002+08:00

My hair is like a population pyramid; narrow at the apex, wide at the base.
HAHA okay what I'm trying to imply is that my hair is really ugly omg why the hell did I cut it in the first place :(
stupid hair hurry grow longer!!!

2011-03-29T19:21:00.002+08:00

its really hard not to laugh to yourself when your most anticipated friend request on facebook is 'gabriel leng'.

HAHAHAHAH.
i cant believe he added me.

2011-03-28T00:57:00.001+08:00

Sighhhhhhhhhhh I don't have the mood to do that stupid PI anymore.
Aiyah heck care lah I can't be bothered I'm going to sleep now bye.

2011-03-21T16:52:00.003+08:00

So much for saying that maths test was okay.
I failed it lah damn it, by 1/2 marks -.-
so annoying.
And I feel so bad cos there's only two failures in my class and I'm one of them.
AND this test was supposed to be easy.
Arghhh I bet I'm the stupidest idiot in my class.
I hate myself for not having an intelligent brain.
I hate myself for being so dumb :(

2011-03-19T21:35:00.002+08:00

whaaaaaat the shit its saturday already damn it!!!
i still have lots of homework to complete..sighh life sucks.

anw the past few days have been great!
ive been going out almost everyday haha some people in my house are damn pissed but whatever lah this is the last time i can really enjoy before hell starts in term two.
im just super annoyed when some people kept comparing myself and them, like they kept saying when they were young last time they never go out as much as i do.
like whatever lah seriously times are different now you cant expect me to stay at home cook everyday right -.-
and like if i reach home a bit late already everyone in the house(the adults i mean) will give me cold stares and look at me as if i killed someone or something aiyah im so pissed i mean theres no harm going home late once in a while right?
its not as if i go home late every single day!
okay i shall treat this as a lesson.
in the future i'll make sure that i wont be so controlling towards my children.
i shall be a nice and understanding mother (:

okay anw back to the point.
i met sukaa on thursday after bio make up tutorial!
oh just to add on, whats the point of having a half day when theres make up lessons!!!
sucks lahhhh.
OKAY ANW, had a wonderful time chatting and catching up with her! (:
we ate at nex's long john silver before heading back to cedar to collect our o level certificates!
then after that we went back to nex and ate durian puffs!~
yummmmmm i love durians :>
and then we took the scary escalator hahahahah.

friday was just as great.
went for 23/11 outing!
it was not exactly a class outing since only half the class went but whatever, we had a great time :D
went to watch red riding hood at cathay cineplex!
it was awesome, i love the movie (:
i love the casts too!!
after the movie we kept discussing who was the hotter guy, peter or henry hahahahah.
but i think both were good looking :D
dunno why the rating for that movie not very good leh.
yup after that we had nothing to do so we went to the esplanade/helix bridge/marina bay sands and took lots of photos!
haha hope charmaine will upload them soon!!

and today was our squad outing!! :D
it was quite fail cos its always the usual people who went but we still had fun!
we went to sentosa~~
we just sat at the beach, talked, played games and took lots of photos heheheheh.
and the creeper one was damn funny ahahahah.
sonya so scary lah!!
shall go see the photos on fb soon (:

okay shit its already 10.34 i better start on my geog hw.
i wanted to do it since 8.30 but i was so distracted by so many things hahaha.
k bye people i think my next post will be in june or something!

2011-03-12T20:02:00.002+08:00

wow finally its the march holidays!!
ive been waiting for this week since ages ago.
sigh school has been pretty sucky, with tons of homework and all :(
not to mention that my headache is getting worse day by day.
it can get so bad sometimes that i feel as though someone's stomping on my head or something.
and i keep falling sick and getting fever.
i have no idea whats wrong with me :(

anw so sorry to say but i think i have to quit touch rugby :(
maybe i'll change cca to like leo club or something?
aiyah i should have known that i cannot do sports lah.
i shouldnt have tried in the first place.
i keep getting migraine and headache after touch rug trainings.
and so far i only went for like 4 trainings?
i dont think i can cope with it for another 2 years.
and the headache that ive gotten since the last training hasnt gone away until now :(

oh but so far lessons with 23/11 have been great!
i love my classmates, they are nice people hehehh.
and yay tj's a level results was awesomeee~

but this past week has been quite a bad one btw.
my chem mock spa was so screwed, i didnt finish all the questions!!! :/
TOOP interview was shit, i kept stammering.
and the teacher interviewing was so annoying.
"i know that you are a responsible person but i cannot see your passion in helping others"
seriously whatever.
and i came late to school on thursday cos i was sick in the morning and they collected my ezlink card and i forgot to collect it back from them and now its stuck in the office fml.
oh but thank god math test was okay (:

anw march hols is so not a holiday lah.
still got so much homework + need to go to sch tskkk.
i am so not looking forward to term two.

2011-02-22T23:32:00.001+08:00

I'm having a fever now and my head is pounding non-stop :(

2011-01-20T23:49:00.001+08:00

my birthday's in ten minutes time!
i'll be seventeen omg so old!

2011-01-19T01:06:00.000+08:00

My favourite Indonesian drama serial has ended :(
now I really have nothing to watch.

2011-01-18T22:12:00.000+08:00

PHD = Perasaan Hasad Dengki

2011-01-17T23:16:00.002+08:00

today's squad outing at sentosa was not bad!
haha but i feel so exhausted after a whole day out.
i think it was because of the captains ball game hahah omg i cant believe i was so tired after only five minutes playing.
long time nvr exercise alr lah huh.
oh man JC will have PE shit im dreading that :/
I HATE PE.

okay anw, went to siloso beach where we played captains ball near the sea.
and the ball kept going to the sea lah wahlao so annoying hahah.
and we kept shouting 'THE BALL!' hahahha so funny.
we got tired laughing at the people trying to retrieve the ball from the water.

so after that we sat down and played card games.
i know i suck at taitee(how to spell ah?) lah.
i kept losing so annoying.
then we played that confusing game hahah damn fun.

then before we went home dini, julene, waihan and i went for the skyride and luge thingy!
HAHA omg the skyride was so scary sia.
it was so high up and im afraid of heights :/
heheh but the whole thing was fun lah, and worth the money (;

anyways im really bored now.
facebook doesnt really entertain me nowadays cos the only thing i do there is liking stuff and wishing people happy birthday.
ive been watching kevjumba's really old videos recently cos i have nothing else to watch hahah.

anw nowadays my brother has been bugging me with sec three maths questions that he dunno how to do.
hahah but im okay with it lah cos i get to refresh my memory again.
i feel so pro cos i always get the answers correct heehee (:
aiyah but thats just indices lah huh i think if he ask me like logarithms or something then i will die.
i have a feeling that JC maths is going to be a killer.
aiyah i really must study in JC lah.
im in need of a study buddy whos willing to motivate me to study everyday hahahah.

okay anw talking about JC, school is starting next week right?
omg so fast!

2011-01-15T21:32:00.001+08:00

marshmallow so cute!!
i love marshmallow (:

2011-01-10T22:58:00.002+08:00

yayyy today was a wonderful day (:

wahlao at first the teachers so annoying, go lie to us about the msg and make us scared :/
hahaha but in the end everything was good lor! (:
all of the subject msgs were like one point something.
and pure lit was the best, 100% distinction!!
and pure geog too, from an msg of 2.4 last year to 1.8 this year! (:
and the best was 4I!!!
MSG of 9.4, we are the best double science class.
omg im so proud!!! (':
and our batch was the first in cedar history to get 100% JC admission!
plus we are the second best batch of cedar history with an average MSG of 9.4! :D
i really hope we are the top sch in spore for this year's o lvl results (:
sensational class of 2010 for the win! <3

and my l1r5 is 9, which means 9-4=5!!
weeee im ecstatic! (:
im quite disappointed that i didnt achieve my target of 8, but whatever, im really happy with 9 (:
just that if i got 8 i would be 10 times happier!
heheheh.
and my a maths omg i didnt expect myself to get A2!!
ahhh im so happy man, cos i really thought i would screw it up (:
but my english...tsk tsk..is a B3 :(
i should really buck up if not i'll die for GP.

hmm but whatever it is im really thankful and grateful that i got 9 (:
Thank you Allah for answering my prayers all this while even though ive sinned a lot.
Thank you Allah for making what seem impossible, possible.
and of course, lots of thanks to my parents, family members, teachers, tutors and friends for always being there for me and supporting me all the way.
i would not have made it without you guys (':
thank you so much!

next challenge: A levels!

2011-01-10T11:14:00.002+08:00

Omgomgomg I'm freaking out.
Ahhh three more hours before the release of o lvl results omg I'm so scared.
:/

Ahh and I've been having really weird dreams last night.
Haha omg I dreamt that the principals gave me chocolates cos I did well for o's haha wth.
Then after that I dreamt that I was a student of SAJC omg wth I was wearing the SA uniform somemore.
So weird!!
Why of all JCs, I dreamt of SA ah?
Hahaha.

Omgomg I'm dying, I'm really scared.
Oh God, please put me out of this misery :(

2011-01-08T21:21:00.002+08:00

omg its freezing cold :/
the wind is so strong..i dont even need to switch on the fan or something heh.

anw, the bowling place at ehub yesterday was closed for renovation, so at last julene, sonya, ying xin and i decided to watch 'the ghost must be crazy'!
HAHAH the movie was so hilarious + scary at the same time, especially the army story!
we were screaming like crazy when the ghost appeared HAHAHA.
the second story about the 'ghost bride' was boring heh.
but seeing mark lee becoming the bride was funny hahaha.
aiyah but i think the movie was worth the money lah huh.
anyway i've not watched local movies for a long time alr..
its a pity that i had to depend on the subtitles, if not it would have been funnier nyeahahah.

2011-01-03T23:45:00.003+08:00

sch's going to reopen tomorrow!
haha it feels weird not going to school tomorrow.
its quite sad actually :(
i've always loved the first day of school (:
its so nice to see your classmates again and go to a new classroom!
plus first day of sch is always exciting cos usually theres no lessons plus you get to know who your new teachers are!!
haha its so weird that they put up the timetable so early this year, not fun anymore :(
last time they never even put lah, so we dont even know who our teachers are until the day itself heh.
or maybe they did put it up, maybe im the one who didnt check HAHA.
hmm anw time flies so quickly i can still remember my first day of sch in 2010 like it was yesterday.
HAHA and during our first bio lesson the whole class was praying so hard that it wont be gl haha i remember varsha was standing at the doorway to see which teacher was coming then she was like 'its mr lim!' then we were like 'THANK GODDD' HAHAH so funnyy!
then mr lim came in and he was like 'i dont want to see any heads on the table during my lesson' OMG so scary and i was sitting in front somemore omg i nearly died during his first lesson seriously.
and then when i saw that our maths teacher was 'mdm lum suet thim' i was like 'okayy...who is she?'
HAHA then when she first came in she was so niceee!
she didnt even scream or anything.
haha omg i miss mdm lum :(
she's so funny and entertaining (:

hahah okay anyway, future sec 3s please stop complaining on facebook that you guys will be having gl as bio teacher because you people are lucky enough that you dont get him as form teacher lah(unlike my class last time).
the latter is worse okay, because you have to go thru bio lessons + sel lessons and dialogue sessions with him (:
HAHA so please, be thankful.
anw, he's not THAT bad actually ^^

anw everyone's asleep now and im the only one awake.
i want to sleep but i cant heh.
im so boredddd...
oh anw tmrw's my sister's first day of sch in pri 1!
HAHA had a great time packing her books just now ^^
and her uniform is too big for her seriously hahaha.
anw YAYYYY i can wake up late tomorrow (Y)

2011-01-02T22:27:00.002+08:00

HAPPY NEW YEAR PEOPLE!!! (:
omg its 2011 already sighh time passes by so quickly.
actually theres no difference or whatever, i still feel the same way i did two days ago nyeahahah.
just that school's starting soon which means the day im getting o level results is nearer which then means that jc's going to start soon too and that means that we have to prepare for a levels...
ahh i want the holidays to be longer :(
i forgot everything that i had studied for the past two years alr hahah seriously.
especially a maths.
how to do differentiation/integration/binomial theorem/kinematics???
i have no idea (:

k im going to sleep as much as possible this coming week, because once ive gotten my results theres not much time to slack anymore...

haha anwww im hungry so im going to eat now bye ! (:

2010-12-26T01:52:00.002+08:00

merry christmas to all the christians out there, even though its alr 26 december! (:
zzzz anw i had the worst period cramp ever this morning.
omg it was damn bloody pain i nearly died seriously and i couldnt even walk.
it took more than half an hour for it to heal, and thats only after i placed a hot water bottle on my abdomen D:
i really hope i wont get that kind of cramps ever again because it was the WORST i swear, i was praying to God all the time to make the pain stop, and thank God it did.
and i promised to God that i will fast for a day if He made the pain go away, so i guess i have to fast after my period stops then hahah (:

anw o level results is in like what...nearly two weeks time?
omg wtf im so scared!!
okaylah actl im not that scared now but i think when the day comes i will freak out like shit and have butterflies all over my stomach or something.
i think my hands will tremble when im receiving my result slip hahah.
omg i hope mdm audra will be like 'congrats izzah, you have done well' instead of showing black face cos if she does that i will be ten times more nervous hahaha.
and my index no is like 14 so i have to wait for quite a long time...
haha okay whatever lets just hope for the best (:
i really hope our batch get 8.8!!
that'll be awesome cos we'll be top in spore!!!
XD

haha anw i wanna go universal studios before jc starts! :D
haha k its 2am now i wanna sleep goodnight people.
(:

2010-12-21T21:04:00.002+08:00

Lyrics | D'Masiv lyrics - Cinta Sampai Disini lyrics

ahh i love this song (:
indonesian songs are awesome ^^

hee anw i'll be seventeen in one month's time!~
haha omg so old.

2010-12-20T21:21:00.002+08:00

i just realised i've not blogged abt prom yet heheh.
dressed up for prom at ying xin's house (:
haha it was so rushed lah cos at first we thought we could get ready within an hour.
anyways prom was okay lah, not like its a special night or something.
actl it was quite pointless and boring for me hahaha.
the only nice thing was meeting the rest after so long and looking at their dresses.
i think the only people who found it fun were the ones who were dancing like crazy on the stage nyeahahah.
sorry lah but i think i'll look like an idiot if i dance, thats why i didnt (;
so during the disco part we ended up taking pictures and watching others dance.
that was the most boring part of the night actl.
lucky i didnt have to pay $70 or something haha.
and the food also not very nice lor :(

anw so many people have been telling me that jc life is going to be hard and that a levels is like the most difficult exam ever taken in their lives omg shittttttttt liddat how?
and my cousin told me that uni life is very easy compared to jc omggg.
all these people are scaring me sia.
now i feel like going poly.
poly got longer holiday also!
hahahah.

oh and the worst thing was that my brother dreamt that i got 24 points for o levels wtf fml.
i know that it wont happen cos i worked damn hard for o's but i swear if thats real im going to jump down a building or cry an ocean or something.
and no im not exaggerating :(

2010-12-14T23:19:00.002+08:00

shopping for prom with my mother just now was not bad!
haha got a dress, stockings and bangles alr (:
now i only have my hair and makeup to worry about.
i have no idea what to do to my hair, seriously :(
and what abt makeup?
who's gg to help me apply!
i need help!

anw im quite excited to go for prom cos theres chocolate fondue!
yummm~~
but i hope i wont get sick or anything cos i vomited a lot the last time i ate chocolate fondue heehee.
anw the rest of the food listed sounds tempting too XD
oh and it was stated in the programme that theres going to be this 'disco' thingy frm 9 to 10pm.
are we supposed to dance or something?
cos i really cant imagine myself dancing HAHAHA.
okay whatever it is i think i will just stand at one corner and take pictures or something ^^

okay anyway yesterday i found out that i got the good progress award, $200!
yay not bad~
finally, after four years of not receiving anything hahaha.

anwww i want to go cycling with nike at ecp but my mother dont allow >:(

2010-12-01T05:57:00.002+08:00

"Courage is not a man with a gun in his hand. It's when you know you are licked before you begin but you begin anyway, and you see it through no matter what. " - Atticus, TKAM.

Okay I have no idea why I suddenly thought about that quote, but whatever.
Hahaha.

Anw, I'm off to Malaysia in a few minutes time!
Will be back in a week.
I hope starbucks or wendy's will call me soon, I want my job!
Hehe k bye (:

2010-11-29T22:22:00.003+08:00

hahaha this is so hilarious.

HAHAHA OMG I LOVE RYAN AND KEVIN.

2010-11-28T10:56:00.000+08:00

My mother is being such a bitch right now.

2010-11-27T22:14:00.002+08:00

oh my im so bored right now.
theres nothing on facebook.
and i finally signed into msn today after 265462564 years cos i was so freaking bored.
theres so many people who added me sia HAHA.

anw today's open house was quite boring.
the performers took damn long to get ready behind the curtains, so annoying haha.
oh but ncc was nice (:
and where was mrs ouyang!! :/
she should be the one doing the principal's address lah.

btw i seriously have no idea what to wear for prom.
and why is our sch's prom so late?
and our sch so cheapo somemore hahaha.
other sch's prom are like at some hotel lah pls.
no wonder so many people dont wanna go.
hahaha anw i just remembered i had this freaky dream last week where i had nothing to wear for prom.
then at last my mother forced me to go for it and i had to wear some ahma dress with teddy bear prints on it omg it was sooo embarrassing hahaha.
the dress looked like some pyjamas sia.
i remember i was crying so hard in that dream HAHA.

anw i want to watch easy a on monday!!
a lot of people say its nice.
those who are free please come watch with us.
if not i have to go solo dating with ying xin hahaha (:

ahh shit im dying of boredom.
someone please entertain me.

2010-11-26T22:42:00.002+08:00

omg it has just been two weeks since the end of o levels but it feels like two months!
its really boring sitting at home doing nothing but its okay cos i dont have to study ^^
i've been sleeping at 3am and waking up at 11am everyday heehee so nice.

anw my sister's psle results were not as what we expected it to be :/
hahaha but its okay.
o level results is in less than two months away btw :O

haha anw now i know why theres so many harry potter fans out there because the book is so nice!!
HAHA i know im damn lag lah, im only halfway thru the first book now hehe.
now i know who's dumbledore HAHAHA.
last time i used to wonder whats so nice about harry potter, and now i know why^^
the only harry potter movie that i ever watched is the first one btw, cos i didnt understand the rest hahaha.
haha i guess now i have a lot of catching up to do, since they are alr showing HP7 and im still stuck at book one :/
aiyah i should have started reading long time ago right.
haha now i sound like some clueless ass who's so outdated when practically the whole world already finished reading the harry potter books.
so laggggg.

heehee anw im gg open house tmrw^^

2010-11-25T11:49:00.000+08:00

PSLE results will be out today!
Hope my sister did well.
Heehee.
(:

2010-11-23T20:49:00.003+08:00

HAHAHAHAHA OKAY THIS VID IS TEN TIMES FUNNIER.
OMG HILARIOUS.

2010-11-23T20:38:00.001+08:00

HAHA OMG THIS IS SO FUNNY.
AND TURNIP IS SO ANNOYING I HATE HIM HAHAHA.

2010-11-23T11:41:00.000+08:00

I have a bloody huge pimple on my nose!!! >:(
how nice.

2010-11-22T00:23:00.002+08:00

WAHLAO FACEBOOK IS SO BLOODY SLOW ITS TAKING AGES TO UPLOAD MY PHOTOS OMG. FMLFMLFML.

2010-11-17T06:39:00.001+08:00

Happy hari raya haji!
God bless (:

2010-11-15T00:26:00.002+08:00

OMG IM SO BORED.
THERES NOTHING TO DO.

i want to sleep but i cant!
all my fault for taking such a long nap.
ahh i hate this feeling.
everyone's asleep and im the only one awake, damn it.

2010-11-14T02:11:00.002+08:00

YAYYYY O LEVELS ARE OVER WEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!

hahahah ive been slacking all the way for the past 24 hours.
ahh damn shiok, no need to study anymore(or at least until february)~~~
im as free as the mountain wind!!
HAHA.

but i keep thinking that i need to go study lah.
i dunno whats my problem.
when im slacking then i'll be like shit what am i doing, why am i slacking!!
then i'll realise eh damn it o levels over lah want to go study for what.

anw watched megamind with julene, sonya and ying xin after the paper yesterday!
hahah the movie was funny!!
laughed a lot :D
megamind was the first movie that i watched since august, which was like three months ago sia haha.
very long nvr watch movie alr.
im looking forward to more movie outings!! <3
yayy and campfire, bbqs, outings with friends/family, holiday trips all coming up soon!!
excited!!!

but o levels over = more household chores :(
now i have no more excuse to escape from doing housework.
and my mother wants me to learn how to cook also zomg.
she wants me to learn so that i'll know how to cook when im married -.-
i was like 'whattt...when im old then i can just go hire maid lah. make my job easier...'
then my mother was like 'dont be so arrogant. where got young girl dunno how to cook one'
haha sighhh my mother is so lame.
hmmm but actually cooking also not bad lah huh, can learn how to cook all the nice nice food!
(:

anw im not planning to tear my entry proof alr hahaha.
im going to keep it as memory :P

2010-11-12T08:25:00.001+08:00

YEAH BABY SEVEN MORE HOURS TO LIBERATION!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
AAHHHHHHHH IM SO EXCITED!!!!!!!!!!!!
:DDDDDDDDDD

2010-11-11T23:11:00.002+08:00

Do you ever feel like a plastic bag
Drifting through the wind
Wanting to start again

Do you ever feel, feel so paper thin
Like a house of cards
One blow from caving in

Do you ever feel already buried deep
Six feet under screams
But no one seems to hear a thing

Do you know that there's still a chance for you
Cause there's a spark in you

You just gotta ignite the light
And let it shine
Just own the night
Like the Fourth of July

Cause baby you're a firework
Come on show 'em what you're worth
Make 'em go "Oh, oh, oh!"
As you shoot across the sky-y-y

Baby you're a firework
Come on let your colors burst
Make 'em go "Oh, oh, oh!"
You're gonna leave 'em fallin' down-own-own

You don't have to feel like a waste of space
You're original, cannot be replaced
If you only knew what the future holds
After a hurricane comes a rainbow

Maybe you're the reason why all the doors are closed
So you can open one that leads you to the perfect road

Like a lightning bolt, your heart will blow
And when it's time, you'll know

You just gotta ignite the light
And let it shine
Just own the night
Like the Fourth of July

Cause baby you're a firework
Come on show 'em what you're worth
Make 'em go "Oh, oh, oh!"
As you shoot across the sky-y-y

Baby you're a firework
Come on let your colors burst
Make 'em go "Oh, oh, oh!"
You're gonna leave 'em fallin' down-own-own

Boom, boom, boom
Even brighter than the moon, moon, moon
It's always been inside of you, you, you
And now it's time to let it through

Cause baby you're a firework
Come on show 'em what you're worth
Make 'em go "Oh, oh, oh!"
As you shoot across the sky-y-y

Baby you're a firework
Come on let your colors burst
Make 'em go "Oh, oh, oh!"
You're gonna leave 'em goin "Oh, oh, oh!"

Boom, boom, boom
Even brighter than the moon, moon, moon
Boom, boom, boom
Even brighter than the moon, moon, moon

Pop star Katy Perry said she wrote the song Firework to inspire people to stand up to bullies and encourage them to be themselves. The newlywed's new video for Firework is filled with people discovering their inner beauty and proudly stepping out no matter what their critics say. And Katy says she did it to show that there's a beacon of hope for everyone who has struggled to find themselves or who have fought against bullies. The 26-year-old told MTV News at Sunday night's European Music Awards in Madrid: "I think that's why I wrote it, is because I really believe in people and I believe that people have a spark to be a firework." She added: "It's just up to them, and a lot of times it's only us that's standing in the way of reaching our goals, fulfilling our destinies, being the best version of who we possibly can be, so that's why I wrote it."

aww i love this song (':
its so inspiring <3

2010-11-11T17:33:00.000+08:00

love them <3

2010-11-10T16:39:00.004+08:00

heheh okay i know im damn lag to post this Kopi Bujang video since tonight's the last KB episode alr, but the song is so addictive!!
and haizad looks so cute!!
hahaha.
the song is like stuck in my mind lah.
all the while during malay paper just now i was like 'mim mimpimu..mim mimpimu..masanya akan tiba untuk ku menikmati hidupku..'
HAHAHA.
i bet that's what atikah was thinking of also heheheheh.
i was so bored lah, i finished the paper so early!
AHHHH I LIKE HAIZAD!!!
he's so good looking (:
i regret not watching the drama from the start, all because of stupid o levels lah.
nvm its okay, i hope there will be KB season two! <3

ps: the female dancers in the video are damn extra and they dunno how to dance -.-

2010-11-08T11:14:00.002+08:00

ss was good, thank god (:
i was so happy when i see the SEQ questions cos all the themes that i studied came out!!
and SBQ was not bad also haha.
aiyah i should have studied venice only lah, like the rest of singapore.
then i can spend more time on geog.
haha but whatever, its over!
i really hope i can get A1, can pull up my stupid lit (:

k i have to go study two themes of geog now bye.
:(

2010-11-04T11:55:00.001+08:00

Last night I dreamt that we got our yearbooks already!
WAHLAO WHERES MY YEARBOOK?!?!
I want to see!!!

2010-11-04T07:33:00.001+08:00

I don't have the mood to study!!!
I feel like slacking all the way until Monday.
But obviously I can't cos I got four themes of geog + two themes of ss to study :(
This feeling sucks :/

2010-11-02T18:15:00.002+08:00

"Humans are an unusual species. Among mammals, only humans and great apes - gorillas, chimpanzees and orangutans - have menstrual cycles! Other mammals have oetrus cycles. In the oetrus cycle, the uterine lining is absorbed back into the body when it breaks down, instead of flowing out of the body as the menses."

oh really? i didnt know that!
HAHA.

i hope stages in menstrual cycle will come out for essay question tmrw!
i can explain that really well (:

2010-10-27T17:50:00.000+08:00

2 careless mistakes, 8 marks lost.
I'm very very sad.
I want to cry.

2010-10-25T11:10:00.002+08:00

Omg I'll be sitting for the first o level paper in two hours time.
I'm freaking nervous omgomgomg.
I'm like practically trembling now omgomg.
okay I should really calm down, if not I can't concentrate later.
O God please help me sit through the examinations with confidence and help me remember all the stuff that I have studied.
Amin Amin Amin.

Okay I guess this would be my last post until the end of o's.
All the best people!
Let's achieve the sch's stretch target and get 8.8! (:
may God bless us (:

2010-10-24T10:19:00.000+08:00

Omg cramps = extremely painful. :( :( :(
I'm dyinggggggg.

2010-10-21T21:21:00.003+08:00

Wtf I'm effing pissed right now.
Stop putting words in my mouth and accusing me of things that I didn't do.

2010-10-16T21:08:00.002+08:00

i hate staying at home.
i always end up slacking instead of studying.
theres so many distractions lah - computer, handphone, tv, bed, food etc etc etc.
how to study :(
if only school's open on sunday, then i'll surely go tmrw.
at least there's lesser distractions in school haha.
sighhh.
O God please give me motivation to study.
You are the only one who can help me now.
please please please.

2010-10-15T07:38:00.002+08:00

One thing that I really don't like about us singaporeans is being kiasu.
As in, being kiasu in a good way can lah, like in terms of studies and all that, but if it's being kiasu in terms of getting a seat in the train is totally not worth it.
I just witnessed this particular scene where the people were rushing and pushing each other like nobody's business just to get into the train and sit.
WTF.
I didn't join in; I just stood at the back and mind my own business hahaha.
Wahlaowei they want to run in for what?
If you get the seat then lucky for you lah.
But if you don't get then just stand lor, will die meh?
Tsk. -.-

2010-10-09T21:45:00.002+08:00

I LOVE CEDAR. <3

today was graduation. :(
i expected everyone to cry today actually, but i guess we cried so much yesterday that we have no more tears to shed today haha.
but mrs ou yang and some of the teachers cried during the finale.
i feel so sad. :(
and seeing mr chai in the teachers' day dance video made me even sadder.
oh gosh i really hope he's better now.

i got so many letters and gifts from people!
i feel so mean and guilty for not giving anything.
nvm after o levels i'll give okay, promise!
if i forget must remind me. (:
thanks a lot for the gifts!
& thank you so much for the carebear, keychain and letter. (:
and cikgu, mr eng and mr lim are so sweet.(:
they gave us graduation gifts!
i really appreciate them for all the effort that they had put in.
thank you so muchhhh. (:

i'll really treasure all the fun moments and memories that i had in cedar.
i'll keep them etched in my mind forever. (':
there's really no words for me to describe how wonderful cedar is, where strong friendships are forged and close ties formed.
the place where i really matured from an innocent pri six girl to an even more innocent sec four girl HAHA.
the place where i gained lots of experiences, both good and bad ones.
the place where i spent more than twelve hours in each day.
the place where i get to spend my time with the teachers and friends that i love.
in other words, cedar's practically my second home, literally and figuratively hahah.
the past four years have been amazing.

i remb how guai i was in sec one omg hahaha.
with that bloody long skirt and glasses and cedar socks omg ewww.
my form teacher was mrs franklin then. (:
the seniors at that time were really nice too.
i remb once when i was sick at the sick bay.
i vomited in the sink right in front of this sec four girl, but she didnt even feel disgusted.
she comforted me instead and asked me how i was feeling.
aww, i was so touched. (':
i didnt know her name though. :/

sec two was just as awesome. <3
the sec two learning journey was really fun!
and of course, all the outings that i had with sukaa plus hide and seek sessions with nike!
and i guess sec two life was the least stressful HAHA.
i was slacking the whole year lah pls.
everyday after sch go eat or play.
didnt study at all except the day before exams hahaha.
damn shiok heheh.

sec three was really stressful.
what with cca commitments plus an increase in the number of subjects, i nearly died seriously.
i remb reaching home at 7+pm almost every single day. :(
and by the time i reached home, i would be so bloody tired that i will just sleep without studying or doing my homework.
then i'll just copy hw from my friend the next day or sleep during lessons.
oh god, i feel so guilty. :O
i was really flunking my subjects then seriously.
but sec three life was enjoyable too, with cedar fiesta, ndp, our own planned ac, perak and many more! (:
sec three life also made me realise who my real friends were, the ones who would stick by me thru thick and thin, and of course, those people are none other than my beloved nike. (:
I LOVE YOU GUYS, REALLY. (:

sec four life was surprisingly not as stressful, especially after we were free from cca commitments haha.
theres more time to study hahah.
even though sec four life was kinda monotonous, with the same thing happening every single day, 4I makes it a whole lot better. (:
I LOVEEEE 4I'10(:
thanks for always being there; your presence alone makes it all worthwhile.
i'll really treasure the moments that we had together as a class; laughing at each other and going thru the mundane days together.
i may not be close to you guys or talk to you people that much, but you all had made such a great impact on my life. (:
special thanks to pei yan for always being there for our class and always encouraging us to do our best as well as telling us not to be so stressed HAHA.
really, i appreciate all the hard work that you had put in for our class. (:
special thanks to nooramma too, for being an awesome table partner who's always there to support me and guide me through.
thank you so much for guiding me in math, the subject that im really weak in haha.
you have always been patient with me, even when the math questions that i asked were really easy sometimes hehe. :P

not forgetting, i wanna say thank you to all the marvellous teachers that have taught me so far, from sec one all the way to sec four! (:
and of course, all my cca teachers too! (:
the teachers have really made my world go round and made life more meaningful in cedar, even though they do make me get pissed off sometimes hahah.
the teachers too of course, have never given up on me even though im quite 'naughty' sometimes, ponning remedial and all those stuff hehe.
they too, constantly give us encouragement and moral support, forever claiming that 'impossible is nothing'.
impossible IS nothing i guess, especially with sheer hard work. (:
i really hope the sensational class of 2010 will meet the stretch target and make the teachers proud. (:
we can do it!! :D

okay i guess i've said thank you to everyone alr haha.
im an ex-cedarian alr. :(
nvm, its okay, because 'once a cedarian, always a cedarian'. (:

heres the song that we sang for graduation:

Here we are
Sharing our lives
We made it through
The good and bad times
And still we stand
With hope in our hearts
No matter what
We will play our part
And now we've come so far
One chance to touch a star
Go higher and higher

Find your guiding inspiration
In a place where dreams are made
With a lifetime's preparation
theres no time to be afraid
Put our differences behind us
While we shine like the sun
See what we've all become
Together we are one

oh shit im crying now.
this songg is soooo sad. :(

well, i guess this is it then.
two more weeks to o levels, the final lap.
all the best to the sensational class!
8.8 here we come! (:

2010-10-06T18:05:00.002+08:00

Yesterday we had our last jogging session in cedar!
I don't really feel sad cos I have been hating jogging sessions since sec one HAHA.
But yesterday's was the best one that I ever had. (:
at first I was really dreading it, thinking that it was pointless and useless.
But it turned out to be fun!
Spent almost half the time laughing at gl cos he was so retarded hahaha.
And we cheered so loudly after such a long time.
It felt so great to be really cheering again. (:
the last time our batch were really that enthu was like what, sec one?
Haha.
Then after that 4I did Billy banja (sp?) together at the basketball court. (:
and then we did Billy banja together as a whole cohort!
But it was quite fail cos we only moved a few inches since the circle is too big hahah.
But still, it was really nice. (:
then after sch we had our last Eng remedial with mr Ravi. :(

Today was funny hahah.
Got to know the cleanest class award results and our class is forever ranked the last HAHAH.
But that's okay, cos that made us who we are, a bunch of lazy people who don't bother cleaning up our own classroom hahaha.
I really laughed a lot during TOP sia.
The speeches were really hilarious, especially shabrina's one!
Had a really good laugh. :D
anw, that would be our last lesson together as a whole cohort in the auditorium. :(
oh god. :(
tmrw will be our last lessons in our classrooms with our classmates.
Shall really treasure them haha.
I'm planning to take photos with as many people as possible, plus the teachers that have taught me before too!
I have two days left to do that.
Hope that's possible haha.

Anw, I changed my mind.
I want to aim for an l1r5 of 8 instead of 9.
That's because I want to go speech day next year and get award! (:
and that's only possible if I get 8 or below haha.
And if I get 8 I can contribute to the sch's stretch target of 8.8 too. (:
okay I know it's quite hard but I shall just try my best!
Go sensational class of 2010! (:

2010-10-06T00:40:00.000+08:00

Some people are just so mean and insensitive. :(

2010-10-04T18:45:00.003+08:00

my blog is so bare.
so here are some of my sec 1 and 2 pictures to make it brighter! (:
im also posting these to remind me of the great times that i had in cedar since sec 1.
we are graduating this sat alr omg. :'(
i'll really miss cedar, a lot a lot a lot. :(

this was in sec two haha.

okayyyy i really dunno whats the purpose of taking this picture but i think it has got something to do with our sec 2 music project or something. HAHA OMG SO RETARDED.

1C classroom. (:

1-Ceee!

1C with Mrs Franklin. (:

2010-10-04T15:57:00.002+08:00

Wow today is the first time in years that I was actually absent from school without a valid reason.
Haha actually I wanted to go lah, since it's the last week of sch before graduation.
But I was just too tired to wake up in the morning just now, so yeah, hehe.
And surprisingly, my parents allowed.
Finally I get to 'taste the sweetness' of ponning sch before I graduate HAHAHA.
Anw staying at home also quite productive lor!
I managed to finish one set of math papers.
Haha okay I bet some ppl may think 'aiyah so loser who cannot finish one set of math papers in five hours..everybody can lah'.
But for me it's a great achievement since I usually take days just to finish one set hahaha.
Okay I better start studying again before my mother nags at me.
Byee! (:

2010-10-02T22:10:00.001+08:00

Omg mm lee kuan yew's wife passed away already. :(