wow its been more than a month!
since i last blogged.
hahaha have been very busy since the start of school luh.
i think my next post will be like, two or three months later?!
haha must see how free i am luh each day, or how willing i am to post,
cos sometimes im just too lazy.
:D

anw, since im here, i shall update about yesterday.
nothing great or unusual happened yesterday, except for the npap training!
haha we were supposed to do some cpr thingy during assembly actually, but the eleven of us didnt go cos we had to go for npap training.
cabbed to st gabriel's secondary and reached there ard two.
then after that have to wait for so freaking long until the chartered bus came like two hours later to take us to the home team academy.

we were obviously late, and when we reached there they were having their break.
and there were lots and lots of people there..didnt know it was THAT much.
haha there were like thousands of cadets there luh, from schools all over singapore.
& we had to stuff and force ourselves with food because of the 'time constraint'.
heh.
practised drills as a whole; and we had to imagine that we were holding batons cos we didnt bring ours.
haha.
did hentak and some turning drills.
after a while it started raining and hence the training stopped.
overall it was okay, not bad for the first training.
& we made friends with people from other schools.
(:
lucky we didnt have to wait that long for the bus to come fetch us, but the travelling took a long time because of the traffic jam.

anw, we got the so-called 'bad news' in the bus, and we all started to get so worried and some of us even cried.
we even thought of what to do to cheer them up.
walked to macs from st gabriel sec, and made the card.
didnt expect anything, we thought that it was really true.
reached home at around ten?
was freaking tired.

only until this morning did i know the real truth.
like wth, i was damn freaking pissed.
who wouldnt lah,
and i didnt find it funny.
but i was quite relieved actually, to know that they didnt go through all those.

i'm still quite pissed now, but not as much as this morning.
things are starting to cool down.
hope by monday that everything is going to be per normal.

i can forgive, and i do forgive you all,
but its difficult to forget ;
and even more difficult to trust again.
but, whatever it is, i shall try my best to forgive and forget,
cos you all are my squadmates after all.
(: