merry christmas to all the christians out there, even though its alr 26 december! (:
zzzz anw i had the worst period cramp ever this morning.
omg it was damn bloody pain i nearly died seriously and i couldnt even walk.
it took more than half an hour for it to heal, and thats only after i placed a hot water bottle on my abdomen D:
i really hope i wont get that kind of cramps ever again because it was the WORST i swear, i was praying to God all the time to make the pain stop, and thank God it did.
and i promised to God that i will fast for a day if He made the pain go away, so i guess i have to fast after my period stops then hahah (:

anw o level results is in like what...nearly two weeks time?
omg wtf im so scared!!
okaylah actl im not that scared now but i think when the day comes i will freak out like shit and have butterflies all over my stomach or something.
i think my hands will tremble when im receiving my result slip hahah.
omg i hope mdm audra will be like 'congrats izzah, you have done well' instead of showing black face cos if she does that i will be ten times more nervous hahaha.
and my index no is like 14 so i have to wait for quite a long time...
haha okay whatever lets just hope for the best (:
i really hope our batch get 8.8!!
that'll be awesome cos we'll be top in spore!!!
XD

haha anw i wanna go universal studios before jc starts! :D
haha k its 2am now i wanna sleep goodnight people.
(:







Lyrics | D'Masiv lyrics - Cinta Sampai Disini lyrics



ahh i love this song (:
indonesian songs are awesome ^^

hee anw i'll be seventeen in one month's time!~
haha omg so old.


i just realised i've not blogged abt prom yet heheh.
dressed up for prom at ying xin's house (:
haha it was so rushed lah cos at first we thought we could get ready within an hour.
anyways prom was okay lah, not like its a special night or something.
actl it was quite pointless and boring for me hahaha.
the only nice thing was meeting the rest after so long and looking at their dresses.
i think the only people who found it fun were the ones who were dancing like crazy on the stage nyeahahah.
sorry lah but i think i'll look like an idiot if i dance, thats why i didnt (;
so during the disco part we ended up taking pictures and watching others dance.
that was the most boring part of the night actl.
lucky i didnt have to pay $70 or something haha.
and the food also not very nice lor :(

anw so many people have been telling me that jc life is going to be hard and that a levels is like the most difficult exam ever taken in their lives omg shittttttttt liddat how?
and my cousin told me that uni life is very easy compared to jc omggg.
all these people are scaring me sia.
now i feel like going poly.
poly got longer holiday also!
hahahah.

oh and the worst thing was that my brother dreamt that i got 24 points for o levels wtf fml.
i know that it wont happen cos i worked damn hard for o's but i swear if thats real im going to jump down a building or cry an ocean or something.
and no im not exaggerating :(


shopping for prom with my mother just now was not bad!
haha got a dress, stockings and bangles alr (:
now i only have my hair and makeup to worry about.
i have no idea what to do to my hair, seriously :(
and what abt makeup?
who's gg to help me apply!
i need help!

anw im quite excited to go for prom cos theres chocolate fondue!
yummm~~
but i hope i wont get sick or anything cos i vomited a lot the last time i ate chocolate fondue heehee.
anw the rest of the food listed sounds tempting too XD
oh and it was stated in the programme that theres going to be this 'disco' thingy frm 9 to 10pm.
are we supposed to dance or something?
cos i really cant imagine myself dancing HAHAHA.
okay whatever it is i think i will just stand at one corner and take pictures or something ^^

okay anyway yesterday i found out that i got the good progress award, $200!
yay not bad~
finally, after four years of not receiving anything hahaha.

anwww i want to go cycling with nike at ecp but my mother dont allow >:(


"Courage is not a man with a gun in his hand. It's when you know you are licked before you begin but you begin anyway, and you see it through no matter what. " - Atticus, TKAM.

Okay I have no idea why I suddenly thought about that quote, but whatever.
Hahaha.

Anw, I'm off to Malaysia in a few minutes time!
Will be back in a week.
I hope starbucks or wendy's will call me soon, I want my job!
Hehe k bye (: