oh my god its been a million donkey years since i last updated!
since june last year like what the hell.
i thought of deleting this blog at first, but i guess i wont. (:

heheheh anw, it was my birthday on thursday!!
i cant believe im alr sixteen, like seriously.
i feel sooo old haha.

anw, i'd really like to thank all these wonderful people (in random order):
my parents, 4I, wai han, ying xin, zunairah, azwyn, julene, dini, sonya, hwee hoon, xue ming, kashmira, fairuz, hui sian, niza, aether, sukaa, atikah, syuhaidah, marilyn, aisvarya, saranya, filzah, woon ping, ustzh jamilah, ying zhen, christina, siti, maam azrina, tammie, aliah, musfirah, clara, amirah for the birthday wishes, songs and gifts! i love you guys. you people really made my day. thanks a whole lot! <3
im really sorry if i missed out anybody! :O

oh, and on my birthday, i had to stand on the bench in the canteen during recess because SOME people forced me to, while they sang the birthday song for me!
gosh so embarrassing haha.
but i really appreciated that!
heheh thanks a lot people!
it will surely be a memorable one for me. (:

oh oh and our a maths diagnostic test results was out on tt day also and guess what, I GOT A FREAKING A2!!!!!!!!!! how's that?!
omg i was sooooo overjoyed and relieved.
okay i admit tt the test paper was wayy easier than last year's end year paper; but still.
i improved so much from my end year exam last year, which was like F9!
so my revision during the december holidays was worthwhile after all. (:
i hope i can maintain tt kind of results.
who would have thought.
im really grateful to god for that. (:
i felt so happy, just like how i felt when i got my A1 for malay o levels.
i hope i can feel the same way next year, when i get back my o level results.

sighh.
just thinking about o levels makes me feel like dying.
seriously.
arghhh why must this happen to me? :(
its only the third week of sch and i feel so stressed alr.
theres like practically one test per week!
dont even talk abt homework.
theres like tons of it.
i dont even have enough sleep lah pls, since the only day tt im free is on saturday.
and my sundays are not like last year's anymore, since i have a math tuition after my religious class.
and im planning to take up another science tuition on saturday.
if thats gg to happen then all my days will be filled!
suckssss.
i really am a no-lifer.
and tts sad.

oh gosh and remedials are starting next week!
i'll reach home late everyday then.
hmmph.

btw, im not complaining okay!
im just letting out my feelings.
it helps, in a way. (:

go izzah you can do it!
dont give up!
persevere all the way (or at least until the O's)!
(: (: (:
you have to motivate yourselves sometimes. (;