I LOVE CEDAR. <3

today was graduation. :(
i expected everyone to cry today actually, but i guess we cried so much yesterday that we have no more tears to shed today haha.
but mrs ou yang and some of the teachers cried during the finale.
i feel so sad. :(
and seeing mr chai in the teachers' day dance video made me even sadder.
oh gosh i really hope he's better now.

i got so many letters and gifts from people!
i feel so mean and guilty for not giving anything.
nvm after o levels i'll give okay, promise!
if i forget must remind me. (:
thanks a lot for the gifts!
& thank you so much for the carebear, keychain and letter. (:
and cikgu, mr eng and mr lim are so sweet.(:
they gave us graduation gifts!
i really appreciate them for all the effort that they had put in.
thank you so muchhhh. (:

i'll really treasure all the fun moments and memories that i had in cedar.
i'll keep them etched in my mind forever. (':
there's really no words for me to describe how wonderful cedar is, where strong friendships are forged and close ties formed.
the place where i really matured from an innocent pri six girl to an even more innocent sec four girl HAHA.
the place where i gained lots of experiences, both good and bad ones.
the place where i spent more than twelve hours in each day.
the place where i get to spend my time with the teachers and friends that i love.
in other words, cedar's practically my second home, literally and figuratively hahah.
the past four years have been amazing.

i remb how guai i was in sec one omg hahaha.
with that bloody long skirt and glasses and cedar socks omg ewww.
my form teacher was mrs franklin then. (:
the seniors at that time were really nice too.
i remb once when i was sick at the sick bay.
i vomited in the sink right in front of this sec four girl, but she didnt even feel disgusted.
she comforted me instead and asked me how i was feeling.
aww, i was so touched. (':
i didnt know her name though. :/

sec two was just as awesome. <3
the sec two learning journey was really fun!
and of course, all the outings that i had with sukaa plus hide and seek sessions with nike!
and i guess sec two life was the least stressful HAHA.
i was slacking the whole year lah pls.
everyday after sch go eat or play.
didnt study at all except the day before exams hahaha.
damn shiok heheh.

sec three was really stressful.
what with cca commitments plus an increase in the number of subjects, i nearly died seriously.
i remb reaching home at 7+pm almost every single day. :(
and by the time i reached home, i would be so bloody tired that i will just sleep without studying or doing my homework.
then i'll just copy hw from my friend the next day or sleep during lessons.
oh god, i feel so guilty. :O
i was really flunking my subjects then seriously.
but sec three life was enjoyable too, with cedar fiesta, ndp, our own planned ac, perak and many more! (:
sec three life also made me realise who my real friends were, the ones who would stick by me thru thick and thin, and of course, those people are none other than my beloved nike. (:
I LOVE YOU GUYS, REALLY. (:

sec four life was surprisingly not as stressful, especially after we were free from cca commitments haha.
theres more time to study hahah.
even though sec four life was kinda monotonous, with the same thing happening every single day, 4I makes it a whole lot better. (:
I LOVEEEE 4I'10(:
thanks for always being there; your presence alone makes it all worthwhile.
i'll really treasure the moments that we had together as a class; laughing at each other and going thru the mundane days together.
i may not be close to you guys or talk to you people that much, but you all had made such a great impact on my life. (:
special thanks to pei yan for always being there for our class and always encouraging us to do our best as well as telling us not to be so stressed HAHA.
really, i appreciate all the hard work that you had put in for our class. (:
special thanks to nooramma too, for being an awesome table partner who's always there to support me and guide me through.
thank you so much for guiding me in math, the subject that im really weak in haha.
you have always been patient with me, even when the math questions that i asked were really easy sometimes hehe. :P

not forgetting, i wanna say thank you to all the marvellous teachers that have taught me so far, from sec one all the way to sec four! (:
and of course, all my cca teachers too! (:
the teachers have really made my world go round and made life more meaningful in cedar, even though they do make me get pissed off sometimes hahah.
the teachers too of course, have never given up on me even though im quite 'naughty' sometimes, ponning remedial and all those stuff hehe.
they too, constantly give us encouragement and moral support, forever claiming that 'impossible is nothing'.
impossible IS nothing i guess, especially with sheer hard work. (:
i really hope the sensational class of 2010 will meet the stretch target and make the teachers proud. (:
we can do it!! :D

okay i guess i've said thank you to everyone alr haha.
im an ex-cedarian alr. :(
nvm, its okay, because 'once a cedarian, always a cedarian'. (:

heres the song that we sang for graduation:

Here we are
Sharing our lives
We made it through
The good and bad times
And still we stand
With hope in our hearts
No matter what
We will play our part
And now we've come so far
One chance to touch a star
Go higher and higher

Find your guiding inspiration
In a place where dreams are made
With a lifetime's preparation
theres no time to be afraid
Put our differences behind us
While we shine like the sun
See what we've all become
Together we are one

oh shit im crying now.
this songg is soooo sad. :(

well, i guess this is it then.
two more weeks to o levels, the final lap.
all the best to the sensational class!
8.8 here we come! (: